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Wednesday, 25 January 2012

  • CNY, And my drama BF

    Hello, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! TO ALL THE CHINESE PEOPLE :)

    I just in internet cafe here, and i was kinda had a hard time and so busy on my work so i am now today free just too free bloging in whatever i want to type out in here. Will i having difficulties with my boyfriend cause his not good too me, i am trying too be comfortable being with him but his uncomfortable with me we had many aruges for the past 3weeks, so break it up with him or gave some space and when i am back with him and his being so stubbon with me.. Whenever i called like 1day 2 or 3times because i could not reach calls, and sometimes i call him in the evening that his only free time he can talk to me at 6pm till 10pm. When i called my boyfriend on this time he began give me bossy tune at me and i felt that his not happy to talk to me and i was dissapointed on him, I thought he would misses me which he used to tell me but i began to felt his telling a lie to me from his feelings too just to make me be happy. But now i fine without him and i wouldn't want to meet him at all cause he just wants my body and just using me and all i can think of is my passed first ex-boyfriend i kept thinking of him mostly cause all among all guys i have met they start talking my about sex.

    Which they making a move too fast, sometimes talking to them fun but that was from the passed now too tried too find man now gave me so much headache right. And guess i should take back my Chris Obiefuna agian :") his my loved hubby in heart in the whole world. I started talking too him back last 3weeks ago.. i was so nervous and shy hehehehe.. yesterday i did called him and also today afternoon at 5.46pm when after i finish my work clap clap, i so having confident that would take me back pray he would. We talk on the phone about ourselves and how life goes and our family member and stuff,
    and i told Chris that i really do miss him alot, and sound so happy i even told him is Chinese New Year on the 3nd day today.. he so cute wishing when telling me " Gong Xi Fai Cai " LOL! So cute ;) add lease his better not my stupid idoit boyfriend that he told me that his not interested in Chinse New Year!

    Bleh!! hate him that Lanre.. But <3 Chris his my man hahaha! I am just happy that Chris told me, that i and him should take it slow.. and will listen too him. Will thats all.. peace out!

Tuesday, 27 December 2011

  • Missed passed boyfriend

    Yesterday started feeling so ill, maybe eat and drink to much vodka :p on Christmas eve. And yesterday not enough money to see doctor, luckily my mother help pay the bill for me to get MC and medicine. Wah!.. If no MC i'm dead meat, my supervisor will kill me or she might think that lazy to come to work. But honestly i am sick having fever and cold, cause now in Singapore is raining season now and last night also heavy rain but it's so nice to sleep in the night with a good weather. Hehehe..

    Will i am outside used computer with my mother before i and my mother go poly clinic together and then we went to the computer shop used com like 2hours plus later, we maybe go to supermarket to buy some stuff.
    Hmm.. for this time i broke-up with my boyfriend last weeks ago, and then i began to miss my previous first ex-boyfriend name Chris. I miss him so much, can't stop thinking about him when i am dating other guys. Even i date with other guys, i always talk about Chris to them. And most of my date some were fed-up with me when i am talking about Chris. And now i am totally single, cause i need space for my own now but Chris is still in my mind and good guy that dated with him and good boyfriend too me before. And i really do now love him so much, I begging him to come back too me, and he told me he had someone else, i felt my heart is sad. And Chris told me that we should be friends. So i accept it, but in my heart i still do need him and i can feel he still do miss me a lot. We still send massage in Facebook and he still does reply to me, i was happy. And i thought he told me that his studying in Malaysia in KL?? Then i read his reply that his at Africa :( and was i so disappointed till i broke him up before his not back yet in KL, that really surprise me. But my heart i still need him

Friday, 23 December 2011

  • Hello everyone,

    It's been quite long that i didn't blog cause my computer is spoil and even worst!! I don't have internet any more WTH!! and i can't browse my Facebook. If i want to used the internet i need to go my cousin house too used the internet or used it on my hand phone to find WiFi Photobucket. And also my relationship i and my boyfriend now which his my ex-boyfriend i broke him up with a few days ago. Cause his been a cheater!! I HATE HIM right now.

    His been a dishonest person and not loving me. Even if i only tell him what if i am pregnant? He even don't care about it, and he even call me a fool! that was very rude. And i am not really happy about it that everything how he treated me. I feel his treating me like an animal Photobucket and he told me not to call him forever! And he even block his own Facebook Wall to let me not type it or see his wall, and last few day i was surprise when i went in to DateinAsia he block is profile account. But i was not happy and i still not consider which his still a cheater, which his not fully deleted his profile.

    But right now i try to forget, and not to think about. But right now i still have a very strong feelings for my 1st ex- boyfriend and i still love him. Every guy i dated i always mention about him, cause his best guy and boyfriend i only know. And really regret that i leave him and he was hurt. I told him last 3days ago that i really love him and i want him back in my life. Cause he really makes me smile when i need him his always would be there for. Before the time when i was with him like 11months in relationship with him and my parent really admire him. Cause they always see me that i am happy which my boyfriend treats me good. When i am with him he always hold my hand tight and hug me tight which i really love it a lot. Makes have a confident with him, and i had not thing to worried about cause never cheat on me. Which we long distance relationship. Hmmm.. I want Chris back!

    I wish i could listen his deep voice again, his kiss and hugs Photobucket Right now i am single, right now i resting my mind. Hoping Chris will come too me.. Hehehe.. Photobucket

    Will i end here Christmas is 2days more Photobucket Merry Christmas everybody!